I happened to be a little bit free,
and managed to hop around the friend's blogs ...
Well, every1 seems to be missing or lost...
Hmmm.....

And it also seems all kinds of bullshit is happening around me...
Few months back, i recall some consecutive incidents,
when i had problems with pple for a certain belief..
Now..the problems have resurfaced..with greater impact..

I dunno why some pple just simply cannot take things on the lighter side..
There are many things unexplainable and dying to get an answer doesnt help..
The process of forcefully getting a reason for things to happen..
will ony make u painful - during the process and after finding out..

Well..i have some1 who had a problem which she broke down in front of me..
My immediate was of course to cool her down and analyse everything for her..
However, this person doesnt really gets it in..

My point is - U will never be able to cross the obstacle if u keep harping on going over it..
Stop to think about it, then overcome it by any other way..
rather than harping on it and u will have endless shit..

I dunno why pple of such belief talks alot - but when come to such things..
they cannot talk to themself about how to settle it..

Taking things so hard - Reading things too much into things - Takings things so personal..
Sighzzz, life is hard - don't make it harder.






It took me abit of time to even begin this post..
Perhaps due to my stagnant life right now..

Things are getting complicated in many aspects around me,
Home, Work, Life ... even TV Artises that i know are having problems..

A little stress up in not knowing how to settle or even help out,
cos i got enough problems on a personal point of view already...
Sighzzz..i wonder if this is the worst period of my life..
I hope so and hopefully it will get over soon and nothing worse comes back..

Nowadays also busy with the Annual Appraisal for staff ...
Can u imagine the eyes that when they look at you...
hopefully can get more marks so that they can have more bonus...
BUT - an impartial TL will simply just be fair, equal and firm...haha

I managed to carve time out for a little break,
to play soccer with the sec sch mates at FICO HUB in Jurong West..
Seriously, i felt quite relieved about able to just relac for awhile..
So, pple - pls let me know if there is anything out there for me to go..






As i progress up this career path..
I will soon be releasing what i have been doing everyday..
Things that i like and used to..

As instructed by the Mgr, I will have to slowly relieve my duties of my dept..
To pass on to current 2IC..
This is so that i can start to pick up and concentrate on other things to do with the branch..

Sighzz..
as days go by...the feeling of losing what u have been doing everyday is felt stronger..
Perhaps i think too much..but i really spent tons of energy and effort in the dept..
Now i would have to slowly give it up...

As i get ready for whatever the Mgr going to throw me..
He once said he will be passing on some stuff to me too.....
I recall all the stuff that i had done in this dept...
and also cherish the time left in here...