A record for me - Slept at 3+ am , woke up at 7+... went for the jog and back home after that..Phew..longtime since a jog and also a beri limited sleep..haha.. The late slp was much due to the triggered of the itch in me of playing online games...from the nuer..haha..and there i was subsequently addicted to some of those...Sometimes..when the balls start rolling..it will continue till u knockout..as for me 3+ plus was the time i knocked out..
Managed to get my hands onto the SP yet agin ... and this time was almost a perfect run ...heee..Beri shiok of riding on the road...haha
Well..other than the above 2..its much pretty boring though.. Was thinking of making up chicken chop but the crucial gravy/sauce, being the critical factor of the chop was a tough one..didnt seem able to find a recipe somewhere with ingredients readily and easily available..this weekend gone..perhaps next week then try liao.. Much of the time was thus spent on gaming..folding & ironing clothes..cooking corn as dinner..writing blog (as of now) ..and time would be up soon for ultimate disaster which i foresee would arrive soon...haha.. Being a Sunday..the low-morale in him is now going to a high as i dun favour Monday to arrive so soon..it seems i didnt do much for the past 2days..sighzz...time flies..(too fast)
Was chatting wif a frend abt future..as she shared hers..and i recall mine when i was in sec sch..it seems everything seems easy,clearcut and innocent..not much complications to think of ..but reality makes one ponder further and deeper..meeting with dilemma in life really seems to be a norm at times..i dun like it but it still will come..Telling pple to take it easy is simple..actually doing it is tough.. Some pple juz say "Just Do It" ..ya.."say" is the word..well..i feel if its meant to be done..then do it without saying it..
很沉重看你走着每一步，它应该是幸福的路 狠心推开你，是挽不回的错误.
lcH was HERE at 10:22 pm
FairPrice called up to offer. I said ok but subjected to seeing the actual black & white offer. Yep, i may get a chance to lead a grp of personnel..its a challenge and i shall be prepared.. At least things are more clear now..its more or less to inform the relevant personnel and carry on from there... To think Anna still sent me an email to ask me to consider..perhaps becos i dun answer her calls liao..haha..act dao sia leh me...hee
Was at AMK Hub to watch <> - not too bad with some cute actions but somewhat too magical to be true..but to treat it as a comedy is nt too bad... Then was the NewYorkNewYork for wat was a feast that i did nt have for a long time..the spring chicken was splendidly tasty and...big..so full and have nt experienced such fullness for long.. The Fried Banana Split was a high too..someat diff feeling having it a fried banana..soaking with icecream and put into the mouth...ewww..haha
Then put my hands on the SP and tried for some distance..a beri "daring" me still managed to get it down at my home..haha..save the stories but simply put ... IT WAS EXCITING...
I found tat i keep humming the "Once In A Million" song - the song that we will be dancing with ..haha..i think i have heard it too much (million times maybe..haha) .. now it has become built-in inside my mind..but the dance steps...? hee..have la..majority..
lcH was HERE at 12:44 am
Friday, November 23, 2007
I still did not call them afterall - not so much of afraid though or i simply bochap them already..i simply do not have the urge and initiative to call them up...perhaps Anna will deal with them...perhaps...
Quite a diff Friday as afternoon was spent in town..MS & Suntec..XH & Claire had to buy the costume for the dance..me and WN was also looking for our easier outfit and saw a real cool purple shirt in RAOUL (I believe i spell right)..Price:S$239.000....wow... However, its really nice and the colour was very outstanding..well..see nia...
Mr Wo brought me to meet up with his insurance agent (also her cousin-in-law) to understand more abt insurance plans etc... sounds weird though...i cant even assure my future yet and want to insure myself..well..this is an initial meetup though ..we shall see how it goes lo..being recommended by Mr Wo should nt have much problem..he can be trusted la.. Only thing is i simply still cannot see myself supporting an insurance plan with 100+ dollars per month..eh..pls the few commitments and extra expenses coming up..hmmm..i would juz think of other ways to make $$$ ...haha
Actually wanted to tell him before/after this session about my intention to "jump ship" but did not have chance...as his wife and the agent was there and i was to leave this meetup session 1st..sighzzz..wonder when is the next chance!!! ... (hmm..ya..after some thoughts ..think its proper enuf to tell my direct boss 1st b4 i put up to the big boss..heee..chain of command is betta..)
I am still contemplating a fast one to switch job...excited abt whether there's anychance at FairPrice...no news till now..wonder/ponder/think is all in the mind...i have put my stake on it as logically benefits and environment is more to my liking...come to think of it..6days work..even more than Mandai..dunno why i want this more..(siao ba)
I made the choice and i shall stay by it till i cannot...hmm..
lcH was HERE at 9:57 pm
Thursday, November 22, 2007
Sometimes when decisions are made, it is made...
Ms Anna called up for more updates..more & more..very clearly a psycho measure to "encourage" or "motivate" or "inspire" me to take up the job..well..she tried very hard indeed.. There i was telling her my position and briefly why i do not want to take it up ... in return she emphasised again all the various benefits that are in placed, obviously FOR me... Kindof hard-sell though..but my mind has been having all sorts of negative tots about Mr Fong already..and the coy also...perhaps abit too "xiaoqi" but i was quite put of by the reaction and response when i declared the interest and request on the salary increase..
Nvm though..although i say i would think for a while..Ms Proactive Anna still called up in the later part of the day..confirming my stand ... and the usual words came into my ears..blah blah blah...now with some pitiful words coming out from her mouth though ... things like will saboe her..bad for my reputation and hers..this and that ...but well...i couldnt care too much to think abt those than the route for myself...i think myself is more important than the reputation of her agency ba...
Yeah..after this incident & experience..i have truly got to understand the "power" of agencies and the agents..hmmm..too much hard-selling already and leading to a more put-off attitude from me...heee..well..i couldnt do something that i am not confident and happy abt right..
Sighzz..i seriously hope that this decision would turn out right as it would thus lead to awating of SG's homegrown supermarket to offer...hmmm..they had said 1-2wks..haha..macham beri long leh..can only hope tmr some1 will ring me up lo..
lcH was HERE at 11:00 pm
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
Dilemma - a much detested feeling that i am having for the past wk...
MandaiLink called up to wat is supposedly an offer .. with the terms much to wat i had in mind..however after listening to his "advices" the other time and thinking abt what i have now..their offer now has become not so fantastic though.. Abit contradicting and contrasting..as i think back how eager i was to get the hell out of here and jump ship but now ... sighzz Yep, right after his call..i already know what my answer would be...
I think pple would not believe the fact that i would switch to retailing but infact its a return and nt a "switch" actually..those with some knowledge abt my history would perhaps understand my passion of my previous job..now having this chance at going back to such an environment almost fit my previously planned route, where i kept retailing as a backup plan juz in case i couldnt stay in this "bonded" job..hee..(i juz think i can do fortune-telling...)
If wat the GM had briefed would be accurate, then i would hope to advance further in this line though..all other plans of like teaching would have to put on hold then, well..in life..u do some, u sacrifice some.. Eargerly awaiting their offer as Sulie said something abt them doing up a proposal to offer..hmmm.. Sidetrack, i also discovered something that i didnt knew..haha..amazing though but well..sometimes i really think i am too goondoo liao..and think too much..
lcH was HERE at 11:48 pm
Monday, November 19, 2007
Sometimes life just is so amazing - any situations can be overturned when a decision is made.
It is so evident as a last minute decision to negotiate with MandaiLink over the salary package ended with a unhappy Mr Fong returning me with plenty of "advices" for future references..haha - well, i dun really regret it..cos i will regret if i take up the offer with that pay, when i have to spend quite abit on transportation alone and the fact that its 5.5 days also prompted me to ask for that little extra..haha
Although i like the commodity but perhaps just nt fated for the job at that pay i want..or need, to be exact..
Hopefully this window's closure means another opening but waiting for me...haha..
The other one was the FairPrice post with supposedly better prospects..interviewed by GM of FairPrice..wow..haha..pattern more than badminton sia..haha
Feels kindof having a chance though as he seems quite eager too.."testing" me with somewat tricky questions..haha..I think i did quite well ba..
Sighzzz..sometimes its juz quite tough to carve a smooth route for yourself...
lcH was HERE at 9:55 pm
Thursday, November 15, 2007
It seems the stage is set..the door is opened..as i got a call from Anna that Mr Fong wants me to go for a 2nd rd interview ... well..tats great as i was quite confident on that one..its juz that the other 2 offers i have... gotta see how it goes for this few days although Mr Fong stands no.1 on my list though...
Well..Apex's offer was quite amazing though...new setup..no office...work from home..use ur own laptop..meetings outside couple of times a week..6months contract..frozen tim sum...seems amazing but risky..having the "Managing Director" interviewing me certainly adds weight about the state of the company..haha..*ponder...
Well..some1 say go for Carrefour..but Mgmt Trainee does not seem a perfect choice especially the jobscope of Bakery/Butchey..not my line lo...Its rival FairPrice is of a more logical choice considering the scale of NTUC and probably much training chances..upgrade is very "fashionable" in labour movement nowadays..I guess much of my criteria will be down to salary package..
JJ Drinks is way too far in Tuas..I would have to get a hostel in Boon Lay if i gotta work there...
Well...crucial date would be next Monday..where all decisions should have been made and decided..
Great news is having passed the bike evaluation ... i am on track for the much-awaited TP on 3/12..haha.. May all go well..and i can be declared as a qualified rider from then on...
And lastly..good or bad..i will be dancing ..yeap ..dancing is the word..i know its kind of a joke and yes..i am a joker sometimes...serious most of the time..haha..i will do wat would be the biggest step towards my joker career..with a dance..during the company dinner on 30/11.. I guess it would look pretty entertaining as i look to bring happiness and job for the cleaners (pple might be vomiting after my performance...haha) Very well..i am practicing with effort and look towards a error-free performance..haha..
lcH was HERE at 9:08 pm
Monday, November 12, 2007
A rainy start for a day with so much hype...the interview which could save my life..and the evaluation which would mark a final step to taking the TP test...
Had Mc at CWP and took a cab from WL cos thinking that Kranji MRT would have less chance of empty taxis..well..sometimes pple maybe wrong.. Reached the place which i had reccee few days ago..Waited and met the Mr Fong..
*30mins later..i would say i stand quite a gd chance though..as quoted from him "..i think u understand quite alot of abt this industry.." and the session was an enjoyable one...now i know the satisfaction and happiness XH had back then..Its certainly great to know u r being valued and acknowledged... But the Mr Fong also said quite abit about working life..macham warning/hinting me sia... "Young pple should work hard..dun worry abt working late or coming early..." "As we train you up...u will have better future ahead..." "We work as a team..nvm abt having different views..share the idea and forget after the meeting..." "Since you are still young..u should take the chance to learn as much as possible..." Doesnt sound good though ..but i do have interest in this industry..juz that how treatment and jobscope would be like...i can "smoke" him...i know he can too...haha..& he did juz that..
"We were looking for Asst Mgr but later we tot we maybe would put some1 as exec 1st and train him up to Mgr level..." So i am still back at an exec level but okay la...work 1yr nia..wanna go up one level...i am still quite contented..but at least there's some target for this one..
Talk is talk..he say i got chance..but i wanna give them chance ornot...haha After the interview...all the X nos of resumes i sent out finally came back with repliessssss...JJ, Carrefour/FairPrice/Kelly and a few...called up..and i am to go for interviews..well..i dun have so many leaves .... So might have to do some screening myself...Feel that since i got the"market" then maybe juz try out...haha..
A happy morning comes with a stupid afternoon (maybe)...I simply hate U-turn without stopping at give-way line and i feel stupid about having my right foot touching the road = almost fall..and use right leg to gain balance...For 2secs..i hope i was handicapped and did not have a right foot...!! Forget abt the results...its nothing when u get an IMMEDIATE FAILURE..
Another evaluation awaits and thus means i cannot meet do the TP on 28/11...sighzzz..rebooked..12/12 is my next aim...
Now i believe that one cannot get the best of both worlds..sighzzz..
Tomorrow gotta work and seems like many yrs nv go back to my cubicle...haha..how long more to spent in my cubicle...haha..i hope nt too long...
lcH was HERE at 8:23 pm
Sunday, November 11, 2007
Guess wat .. Khaw Boon Wan(Health Minister) came to our precint for those Minister interview orwat la..i knew it yesterday.. Today..i was buying the fruits for today's 初一 and saw Ken (MDI) at the coffeeshop...chatted abt recent happenings and hows things...then he left for his work and i got myself food to eat..Just as i was abt to finish my Ipoh Horfun..there came Mr Khaw with all the bigshots of the neighbourhood..bodyguards ard him walking towards the coffeeshop..there i saw him talking to residents and the smile smile here and there chats...i was thinking betta hurry up eat and siam ... haha.. 人算不如天算。。。my speed in eating still lost to his speed of table-hopping.. there he walked towards me and haha...wat to do..Shake hand and smile lo...
"Wah..u muz be one of the youngest ard here..all are uncles & aunties here..." (my reply: haha..i hope i look young ...) "So hows everything here..." (fine,fine..all's gd) "So r u working or studying" (Ya..working already)
Haha...sounds stupid sia..but quite funny lo... This would be the nearest distance between me and a political bigshot ever since .. 1. Lee Hsien Loong carried me during my baby days (my mum told me) 2. Goh Chok Tong came to Northland and i was one of the "GOH" waving pom-pom with make-up on my little face
Rushed home to 拜拜 and prepared for bike lesson for the afternoon... Well...failed this 8.1 ... 22points...bull shit sia...if i had one less improper blindspot checking and the stupid stalled engine when on the way back to BBDC...i would have passed!!...Well..after the review with the instructor..i am quite confident for a PASS on Monday...
Rushed home again ...changed and chiong to Vivo..watched my beloved SAW series and SAW4 really met up with my expectations..bloodiness is a norm for SAW lovers..with the plot and storyline that i was more interested in...i simply love the part to recall and think back wat was shown in the earlier part of the show when the ending part came...simply means that SAW needs some thinking and analysis ... sleep for a bit and u would have to watch another time..haha..i think i did miss some ..and i will watch again ..confirm..i will get to the end of it..haha..SAW4: Highly recommended!
Time is late though - gotta buck up and prepare for battle on Monday..2 important sessions..morning and afternoon..haha..tmr is Sunday and well..suddenly nt so sian..cos i dun expect to work on Monday now..
lcH was HERE at 12:29 am
Friday, November 09, 2007
YEAH! - it was defintely a leave well-taken as a fruitful and compact day passed..been to bike lesson... ice-cream session...tea session... Cut hair...a recce trip to "tat" coy...phew..finally now back home to relac...
9NOV is the day that i am supposedly to start the 2nd yr of my working life in ALB..the 1st day as a free bird ..haha..sounds weird though..BUT ... I am on leave...!! haha.. does it signify a bad omen = i wun have a start to the 2nd yr...or wud i have one ultimately...haha..I know the answer..
Well..a good news cam right in the morning as one of the highly sought after application came back with a reply...wanted to go today but told them beri rush..so reschedule for "another" day..Somewat excited by this as its a commodity that i have interest and experience in - frozen foods ... miss the coolness and smell of the cold room ..haha..(biantai)..well.. Also, if successful ..it would mark a step upwards ... beri fast indeed..of course to be realistic..i dun pin much much hope though..the agency said there are other pple too...so i suppose competition would be tight... Gotta prepare the "relevant" docs liao..haha..cut hair liao...so now should look more decent ..haha..
Looking back at the past yr in ALB - it has been quite interesting...for a bonded personnel out from army...doing things that were long long nt studied ..practice perhaps only during my ABC days...i had to just act tough and learn everything put to me...
*thinking for the past yr...
Nov-Dec ... Perhaps the learning phase .. had to do many things that i am nt even sure if i am right..juz do watever past precedence were done... ask when in need ... kana scold when in shit...not really scold la.."educate" to be exact ..haha
Feb - Theresa left the coy and now procurement seems like i beri cham liao...clothing has got no more close pple as i still dun seem beri close with the "sisters" .. it was i believe this period onwards i started to get more close with SK/PTP/JT ... MH joined the coy and well..she is slow at times and i think she gets worse treatment than me sometimes..by the devil..!!
Mar-May ... Start to get the trade of being a purchaser...settling everything related to MY items...proud to say i was once a ARMY purchaser for polo tees/gloves/belts/earplug/swords/various intake items... many things happened indeed..dealings with units/supplier/superior/encheks ...haha...stress at times but still fun at times too..gained much knowledge abt material..trade secrets..history...gossips..haha
Jun onwards - There came WN ... Clothing team was re-organised and restructured..diff purchaser were re-assigned diff items..ME? - i have been switched to be a planner = plan to buy. Basically ... i plan...and purchaser will purchase ..haha..common sense.. Suppose to take charge of 100items in the past..from plan to buy...now its 2000+ items ..plan only.. easier...i dunno... Till now..it seems i am still learning the ropes... i have taken care of almost all clothing stuff...FE/AHM/Enhanced PE were supposed to be taken over sometime ago...situation did not allow so..
I would have to say much credit for Mr Wo - whom i lucky had as my direct superior(theorectically)..haha..he have structured much of the planning for those not taken over and gave me much buffer to pick up things...Some1 said that this planner thingy is a gd chance..cos i am the only 1 doing it..well..seriously .. i am nt sure.. After more than 5months of planning ... it seems i have started to get bore and irritated at many times..by the load and pple...it seems there are more to come..Mr Wo said abt future plans abt tenders and stuff...i hope not...I can take up the load..i dunno if i can handle..
Haha..start to think of thanking many pple liao..perhaps time is nt ripe yet la...siao..haha..maybe when one day i confirm will leave the place...heehee...
May some1 or whoeva ... if i can get that "ship"..haha..i would be quite ecstatic..we shall see...
lcH was HERE at 9:49 pm
Thursday, November 08, 2007
Finally, the day has arrived.. The last day of my watever bond i have signed for during my poly days... Tomorrow onwards i am a free bird..free man..(wateva) and thus i can leave anytime after 30days leadtime ...haha
Recalling a yr ago.. 0800hr .. suppose to reach HQ but WTF ... took the wrong bus..and i was somewhere in Bukit Batok..but i dunno where la..see alot of bungalows..thinking of getting down and take cab but thinking its peak hour and inside those bungalow estate liao..possible meh...wait and wait to see where can get down and take cab... The HR exec call me up and i told her the i am on the way...traffic jam ..haha.. 0930 .. reach HQ HR - interview abit..sign documents...make pass..explanation of terms .. there i am .. a STLog staff ...now going down to ALB to report.. 1300 - told May tat i will go back after lunch since i go back also lunch time for them ... reach ALB and signed and submitted some docs again..and was brought to MMC to meet LSP...being briefly told wat i will be doing and dealing with.. JT would be my buddy and guiding me in most of the stuff.. Amazingly, saw a familiar person at a corner...its Theresa (my LEM classmate) ..was not very shou wif her during NP days but quite amused as did not expect to see some1 familiar ard this place...She really in turned help me alot as later on..Spend the rest of the day meddling with the system..noting down userids and pw...steps/procedures..Being handed a whole list of items which now will become MY items..i gotta be incharge of buying them back and wateva related things to do with them..Phew...
Thinking of it..quite gugu of me..1st day oni take the salah bus..i still can feel abit of the excitedness of the 1st day...thinking of wat to expect as the days go by..Still can remember the devil's way of intro .. which made every1 stunned abit..haha..The presence of Theresa also helped to eased some of the remote-ness i had and real lucky of me..
Now thinking abt wat i have done eva since tat day ... time really flies and amazing tat 1yr has passed juz like tat..afterall its 1yr of my life in the coy..wif the pple...wif the job...there are some feelings ... here and there.. hmmm...
Thanks to all that have come and gone for me in the coy... many pple helped ..many pple inspired...many pple motivate ....for all the time well-spent, CHEERS...
lcH was HERE at 10:50 pm
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
Unbelievable! - the devil is on leave. The whole place was so peaceful and atmosphere was so different..even the air seems nicer to smell..omg...its so diff without HER ard.. i could do my work in peace..maybe even betta...
All in all...everything was smooth-sailing and suddenly working is so enjoyable..well..one day nia...
I was recalling exactly one yr ago ..i was scheduled to see Mr Hoe for a meeting/interview kindof thingy..haha..still remember the few days b4 this session..i was bz preparing a resume/certs/apparels...thinking and preparing wat to say and present myself..in the end the session lasted abt 10mins only and there i was few days later ...a Procurement Exec to begin my life in the coy ... sometimes its nice to recall back some things..happy things i mean..
One happy thing tat happened today might have been one of the replies that came back - a new frozen food coy. Thinking whether i should take up further as this is only the 1st one but whether wanna endure alittle longer and wait for those few tat i am really aiming at...hmmm..perhaps still can tahan till this week..we shall see...
BREAK-BOND DAY is near...very near...all forms of blessings welcomed..haha...
lcH was HERE at 11:09 pm
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
As expected...1st thing in the morning.." XiaoDi ar...i think u betta explain to me ur report la..i really cannot understand wat u r doing...i think we betta go thru one by one...i am really fed up to keep doing this..." ..."actually i expected u to wait for me yesterday to explain to me wat u did so tat i can do something yesterday..." All the bla-bla ...on and on ...i was there smiling in disbelief as i purposely did wat she wanted so that i wun get the blame of "act smart"...and there she tells me she dun understand..Does tat mean she dun understand wat she is doing huh...well..haha
Nextup her com was on and there she open tat gugu report and she could still ask me which version she is suppose to see..end up she was seeing the wrong report...*&*&%$^%&^%! ... so she all along is talking bull shit cos her comments in the 1st place were not valid - she is looking at something wrong..!! (stupid sia..)
After knowing her mistake - the tone of the voice change ... there came the reply.."oh..ok..then this one i muz take a look..." waste my time lo...and there she spend half a morning editing wat i have done and in the end say to follow HER report..wow..tats cool...nvm ..all credit to her for being the main character in this show....Although this no.4 thingy would come to a temp stop..However..i m quite sure there are more things to fuss abt..
It was so ganjiong as today's lesson muz be passed in order to have a logical chance to take tat TP test on 28/11...
Keep kana wack by the instructor...stupid U-turn juz cannot work out...test-run in the circuit was a complete disaster...i was telling myself maybe i wud do better on the road..haha.. On the road we went and 1st 2 tries were neither gd or bad..with some minor mistakes...*nv signal..close throtter...blah blah..haha.. Luckily result came out is to book for 8.1 ... still gotta wait few more days...walau..walking on thin line lo...8.1 muz be passed by 13/11...
It seems tat this ship is going empty soon ...haha..need to look for one fast ..
lcH was HERE at 11:23 pm
Monday, November 05, 2007
It was almost a PERFECT Day - less the "bomb" tat the devil unleashed to me...omg! She diedie also want me to give her wat was not completed last wk.. and surprisingly the comment .. "CH, can u do this for me..i am very disturbed by this thing already..." did not have any impact on me .. i think i am numbed by all her bullshit liao... "Lets try to finish this today.." is wat she said .. haha..it was not meant to be so...
She had a meeting from 3plus onwards ... everything was in place to be shown to her.. Time: 1725hrs - i tot she wasnt going to come out soon and there i was sending a softcopy for her info tat i actually did wat she wanted... Time: 1730hrs - Meeting ended ... shit sia..juz when i wanna off com she comes out...heck care lo..i am not going to OT for the sake of her wanting to see a gugu report...so i decided to siam for as fast as i can..and wif that i am sure a hoo-haa will erupt tmr... Stay tuned to next episode of Hawk vs Devil --- haha..
For some parts of the day, i was even comtemplating which day i wanna leave in Dec (haha)..as I have confirmed that i would juz need a month's notice to "graduate" from this hellish place! Well..tat is provided i can find some "ship" to jump onto in the coming wks...
However, it seems the "angel" in me next came into my mind and i was thinking wat would become of the place should i confirm to go - tat would affect many pple ba ... either pple have to do their own plans/reviews or some1 would have to takeover from me ... and this some1 will .....haha ..hmmm..well..nextup i was back to my ownself and stop thinking all these as I rather take care of myself 1st than take care of them ...
Was telling some1 abt my infamous dream abt being a teacher - well, response were quite the same as those that i have told to ... "huh" "wat" "u sure.." being the normal words 1st to come out from the mouths ... after suffering such setbacks and there i reviewed myself..Am i so laoya meh?..haha ...oya the real motivation behind this bid to be a teacher is my fondness and interest in Chinese Language - teaching comes with it as a package. I dunno ... the proficiency test is still some time away leh...sighzzz..
A volcano eruption awaits for a fiery tmr...
lcH was HERE at 11:35 pm
Sunday, November 04, 2007
Never rob some1 if you neva check her background (Click on the image)
lcH was HERE at 10:19 pm
"若无一时寒刺骨，哪有梅花扑鼻香" (帅!) Adapted from Star Search Final judge's quote ..
Now watching it and i still put my bet on S4 陈邦鋆... still feel he resembles William in some way..
Already expecting this to be a boring Sunday, QX did not issue a call-up for a football session and so it was tv-watching for my afternoon - was watching 快乐星期天-Ah妹 Special and now kana attracted by this <<一眼舜间>> song , I hope some kind souls have it becos i had a hard time "having" it...all broken links de..sianzzz ...
..getting restless as this is a 1st free Sunday afternoon after few wks of footballing ... well... so its job-seaching..sourcing (for my latest bright idea) .. ironing...vcd-ing...
Bore till siao so decided to go Chong Pang for some marketing/shopping ... haha...wandering around lo...to waste time..
And there it is...Sunday night..the same old sucky feeling is back...its sorta getting worse...Much worse than those good old book-in Sunday nights...there were sometimes gd things to look forward to in camp...but now...sighzzz
Well, perhaps the thing i can look forward to for this coming week would be the highly-anticipated "BREAK-BOND" Day - 8Nov2007 (oso Deepavali) .. where it thus officially means i am free from the stupid commitment i have with the coy ... Maybe going to Kallang - saw a newspaper ad today abt the new ice-skating rink opening and FREE ice-skating on 8Nov/9Nov...haha..we shall see..i hope our fellow Indians dun celebrate their festival in a rink..else would be damn crowded...
Next is whether any of the emails sent out over the past few days would have any favourable reply..keeping my hp by side lo...haha..dun wanna miss any chance of possibly getting out of that place sooner...
Also, its the KTV session possibly on Sunday.. with EricWong and frends.. haven finalised..but still have sometime...dun wan to change and change after confirmation..perhaps another town trip lo...
Well...times up for yet another sleep towards disaster for tmr..i am sure there would be some"interesting" shows coming up..stay tuned..haha
lcH was HERE at 8:33 pm
Officially declare 95% recovered with some sore throat left...wonder when is the next sickness coming ...haha..
The much-awaited event for this weekend - Lesson 7.1 ended with the result not surprisingly as FAILED ... well..it was all about the actual TP test route (road) with U-turn being the crucial criteria to pass this lesson.. my couple of good turns was not gd enuf for the passing mark and yep...another lesson is what i need ..sianzzz..but i think i am quite comfortable of passing it next tues..we shall see... Time is real tight already as 8.1 must be passed by 13/11 in order to take the TP on 28/11... *shiverzz
Wanted to SAW4 sneak preview but being a R21-rated show-only town have...lazy to chiong all the way down ..watch and come back..so shall leave it 1st..plan a town day trip then see how..perhaps next wk is cool ...meeting up with EricWong and guys for KTV..haha..
Watched "The Game Plan" instead ... starring The Rock and tat little girl (i dunno her name) .. which i thnk was nt too bad but rate it as a $8.50 show..means nt worthwhile for watching on a weekend...but anyway like tat lo... perhaps the medicine caused my drowsiness as i almost slept on a few occasions ...haha..oops..
The much-detestable Sunday is back..doesnt look gd as QX and guys have nt msg me whether there is any football session..if there isnt...i think i might bore at home liao lo..perhaps a chance to whip some spaghetti for all ..haha.. Again..i muz emphasise i hate Sundays..Can any1 tell me what do normal pple do on Sundays?? ...
Now i dun feel like sleeping liao - watching the Chelsea -Wigan game..haha... and after that its still Sunday..sighzzz ...
Haha..dreamt abt this some1 out there during my nap...amazingly reliving some moments..perhaps subconsciously thinking ba..haha..so this is call sweet dreams ..haha..siao ginna! ..
lcH was HERE at 12:03 am
Friday, November 02, 2007
A long-awaited day of peaceful and quietness finally here...Offically On MC and started the day with a visit to the coy clinic...waited for more than an hour lo.. Diagnosis: Sore throat..Running Nose....
Well..maybe peace links wif boring and loneliness as i feel so..took medicine and sleep lo..Nobody is at home and nobody call up..thus today i think other than the doctor..i have not spoken to any1 yet..haha..真难得。。。then watch some shows at crunchyroll and play games..
Also, looking thru the various job-searching webbies..haha..interestingly some of the salary ranges nowadays is nt too bad , but u nv know about wat kind of shit they will throw to u .. now i might have few routes - 1. stay in this supply chain line 2. teaching 3. take up some temp assignments and wait for a long-term job 4. back to retail line ...
Haha..as of now..i am freaking hungry ... thinking of whipping something but its 9 already..aiming that spaghetti though..maybe tmr..haha..long time since i cook liao.. see if i am betta tmr... *hand itchy
lcH was HERE at 8:26 pm
I have decided .. give up is wat i have in mind now..
Just as i tot eveything is fine and over now...the devil is still "looking for bones in an egg" and wanting more bullshit - she wants to eat it issit...I still try to give her wat she wants and still wanna play punk..alright then..So fuming that i was...i decided to take things my way..
Phew..i wun be working today..i really need some time to free myself away from all this shit...haha..i am gonna plan my leave and maybe MC too...becos i am looking for greener pastures..
Thinking of how to effectively spend the next 3days now..as the highlight of the weekend would be Lesson 7.1 for bike..if i pass then i am juz one final step before the actual TP...
I cannot take it le..i let u win then i go lo...
lcH was HERE at 7:05 am
Thursday, November 01, 2007
The devil at work again! - all the sacarstic remarks abt me nt giving her the figures (now she wants to put it all to me...) ..the moment she arrive at her seat and starts all the blah blah blah...and the fact that i actually wanted to skip lunch to rush the figures for her but give up to go down to canteen and drink tea was right ... as i reach my seat at abt 130pm .. there comes the questioning session..."where did u go..." " are my things ready" ... " why so late come back" ... *I juz feel like giving her a good wack at the face...
It was the darkest hour of my time in the company... if i can i would juz quit.. The mental stress is unbearable...
In the end..the answer to the problems were actually so "near" as the missing figures were juz "downstairs"..fo my health's sake...i would juz say that there were simply no problems in the 1st place and everything were plainly being dealt with the sophisticated way...really much thanks to GK for finding the missing figures ...and closing this entire no.4 episodes..
I would thank the devil for paving the route to else where for me ..and GK for letting me slp betta tonight..
As one problem is solved..more seems to pop out as to how i see it.. at work and at home.. *headache The past few days has been mental stressing and i look to a quieter tmr if the devil can juz for world peace's sake ...SHUT UP!! ..but i know she will juz blabber much more..becos i have done many reviews..and she is going to look at them...
A mentally drained me is drying up in energy level ... i feel sick and tired...of various pple..of the job..of words that i hear from pple...of things that pple do.. it sounds very negative..becos i am feeling so...
I want to feel positive and work happily - but there's simply nothing i can look forward to self-motivate...pple and things are gone ... kindof wanna relive the feeling of drinking the cocktail last wk and sleeping without knowing anything = knock out...haha..we shall see how it goes...2more days for this wk..
I wanna vent out...can i do anything to relieve the stress and anger in me...haha...wack/punch/kick/shout/bite..dying of internal injuries soon ba..haha
