The devil at work again! - all the sacarstic remarks abt me nt giving her the figures (now she wants to put it all to me...) ..the moment she arrive at her seat and starts all the blah blah blah...and the fact that i actually wanted to skip lunch to rush the figures for her but give up to go down to canteen and drink tea was right ... as i reach my seat at abt 130pm .. there comes the questioning session..."where did u go..." " are my things ready" ... " why so late come back" ... *I juz feel like giving her a good wack at the face...
It was the darkest hour of my time in the company... if i can i would juz quit.. The mental stress is unbearable...
In the end..the answer to the problems were actually so "near" as the missing figures were juz "downstairs"..fo my health's sake...i would juz say that there were simply no problems in the 1st place and everything were plainly being dealt with the sophisticated way...really much thanks to GK for finding the missing figures ...and closing this entire no.4 episodes..
I would thank the devil for paving the route to else where for me ..and GK for letting me slp betta tonight..
As one problem is solved..more seems to pop out as to how i see it.. at work and at home.. *headache The past few days has been mental stressing and i look to a quieter tmr if the devil can juz for world peace's sake ...SHUT UP!! ..but i know she will juz blabber much more..becos i have done many reviews..and she is going to look at them...
A mentally drained me is drying up in energy level ... i feel sick and tired...of various pple..of the job..of words that i hear from pple...of things that pple do.. it sounds very negative..becos i am feeling so...
I want to feel positive and work happily - but there's simply nothing i can look forward to self-motivate...pple and things are gone ... kindof wanna relive the feeling of drinking the cocktail last wk and sleeping without knowing anything = knock out...haha..we shall see how it goes...2more days for this wk..
I wanna vent out...can i do anything to relieve the stress and anger in me...haha...wack/punch/kick/shout/bite..dying of internal injuries soon ba..haha
