Frankly speaking..i really detest Sundays..knowing Monday is just coming up next is just like knowing disaster is coming soon..I dunno why but nw..right nw is the worst as i know disaster is going to happen just a sleep away...sighzzz
Football @ AMK - Yeah! Time again for some sporting activity, need some just to stay alive..dying of boliao-ness... Somewat happy as I went last wk and this wk..hopefully i can keep it a constant attendance and enjoy wat i think is the only thingy i can look foward to on a Sunday.. Well..today's session was quite cool as JiaRen came too..recap ---> he was once my best frend in sec sch days but due to some misunderstanding/stupid events...juz forget it..we r ok now..were not on talking terms for quite a while..till recent yrs..haha.. I like playing wif him in the team as i think i can have a good "eye contact" wif him and he can pick me in a gd position and feed the ball..haha..and tats real cool...cos i can have chance to score ma...heee...well todays tally was 2 goals ..better then last wk though..1goal nia..haha.. unfortunately..the rain caused the session to end rather early...too bad... we shall see if there's another one next wk..
Cancer Charity Show - Night was spent watching this show..i kindof like to watch such shows as seeing those real-life cases of unfortunate pple makes one reflect on wat u have now..Some pple out there is so desperate just to do simple things like get out of bed.drink water..have food to eat ..etc... Well..i could have been like one of them's family members if nt for his sacrifice... Makes me think of why some pple are so fortunate and some are not.. The "5 fingers" story by one of my bunkmates came to mind...Humans are born with 5 diff length of fingers .. each having its own responsibilites ... u can nv have best of everything... thus life is unfair sometimes..u gotta live wif it..no matter how u see it..
Well..at least this wk has got some show to watch siam the sian-ness i have for Sunday nights..next wk siao liao lo..infact i think all Sunday nights lo...
Come to think of it..i really think i muz do something abt my future..i cannot go on like this..i muz have some job tat i can look forward to doing on Monday ... its juz not working right..maybe beocs the lock is unlocking soon..maybe becos i have another option now.. however..diff route, many considerations..stay or change..its tough..i am thinking for too long maybe..this process is beri xinku...muz get a decision soon...
